i am feeling it really strongly now and i notice that it has been there a long time now but i am really feeling it now. i just feel like something is missing inside me. like i have a hole inside of me. inside of my soul. if i felt this way this time last year i would just start drinking alcohol. i DO NOT want to do that or crutch myself with that shit that always ends in tragedy for me. i have used alcohol, drugs, sex, shoplifting, and all of it is just temporary and/or gets me in legal trouble and in the end didnt fix anything and the hole just feels like it got a little bigger. i need help with finding a healthy way to fill that hole!! i could use any help with this from anyone who can relate to this. if you are reading this please comment or email me okay? i just feel so down, so lonely alone, and nobody understands. should i shake it off? how can i? nothing i do works!! i just dont know what to do! i feel like breaking things like that will make me feel better a while, but i dont want to do that. i need some help on this one, maybe i should copy and paste this in a discussion to try to get some feedback. . . i think i will
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