After going to the BP support group tonight I feel really shitty that I don't work. I feel horrible because I have always blamed my not being able to hold a job on my BP. Then everyone in my support group tonight WORKS!!! What is my freaking problem? Am I just lazy? I've worked so many jobs, I just can't keep them. I lose interest or fall into my depression episodes and can't get myself to go work. Now I feel horrible because if other people can do it, I SHOULD BE ABLE TO!!!! GRRR, so mad at my stupid self now.
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