I dont really know what to say except that i feel like i am on a rollercoaster ride and i want off. I dont understand why the low comes so quickly. i feel like i have been smashed on the ground into a thousand little peices and i cant even begin to know how to put them back together again. i want to go take a bunch of meds and just sleep. or desolve into a pool of water or float away and not come back.
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