Well I did it! I told my husband that I am moving out as soon as i find a place. It is not a permanent thing Yet! Just need some space to get myself together and figure out where i wanna be in the future. i need to learn how to be happy and how to accept who i am now. It hurt him but he understands and who knows maybe it will help our relationship get past where it is now which is a bad place. i feel like a ton of bricks were lifted off of my shoulders. so, I just have to find a place and be on my way. I am excited but at the same time terrified. I just hope this makes things better.
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