I suspepct that my boyfriend is bipolar. We just recently had moved in together and he kicked me out 10 times in the last 2 months. I finally took all my things last week and moved in with relatives. His tantrums and irrational ramblings have taken it's toll on me. I'm tired of crying and I'm tired of the irrational phone calls (now that I'm gone) and text messages. I feel so helpless. His family doesn't believe there is anything wrong with him, except that he's a jerk and a liar. Which he is, but he wasn't like this at first. He has enablers who believe his outlandish stories about me and whoever else is the "target" of his rants. He does not want to seek any help. I'm so torn between walking away and trying to continue to get him to go see a professional. My sister is bipolar and I see the same things she would do. She is on and off her meds, but managing much better than my boyfriend. It seems he tries to deliberately hurt me and I have learned to not feed into his accusations. I have lost 35 pounds in the last 2 months and I am now in therapy because of this. I am tired of researching bipolar disorder (as I did years ago when it happened with my sister). I am just tired of everything. All I do is cry. At work at home in the car. I'm tired of this. And what is the after math of me just trying to break up and walk away? Will he come after me? I feel totally lost. I'm really tired of crying.
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