Okay guys, I am relatively knew around here, but must say that I love u all and am officially addicited. Now- i gotta get something out. I am BP 1 and a whole host of other shit and am going CRAZY!!! I have been in a rage like no other for the past few weeks- with only 1 day where I was markedly less violent. I do have enough control not to act on the rage, but I am fearful my grip is slipping. I am actually scared. Prob is- my husband has said if I EVER go back in hospital- he is outta here! Can anybody give me some advice as how to cope on my own? I have been sedating, but hell, I cant sleep forever!
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