I have no insurance and have not seen a doctor in 5 years. I had one back then, but lost my job and insurance and I don't qualify for medicaid or any of those things. My mania is getting crazy, I am destroying all my relationships, I hate myself and my life, I recently had a BIG manic episode which included selling my home, moving across the country, and a whole lot more, now I am in a strange state with no clue what to do or how to even start. I am leaving to head back to texas, at least that is familiar to me. But I really need help with some kind of meds or something, I can't do this alone anymore. Any advice out there?
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