Am I the only one that finds when the panic, irritation and aggrivation get to you that you reach for alcohol? I am on Clonazepam, 5 mg/day and Lamatal/ 50 mg day, and Ambien for sleep. I often feel so pissed off for no reason, then I'm depressed and then I'm so giddy I go shopping and it's day after day after day. The alcohol stops this. I am lucid, my family has no idea I drink all day, and I'm functional and not prone to change my behavior. I need help. I'm going to be an alcoholic if not already. Can anyone relate? Do I tell my psych? Will they send me away for observation if I do? The alcohol helps a lot more than any mood stabilizer i've been on , and that's 5. I can't take anti-depressants. Any input is appreciated.
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