I took a test today and I knew the information and some of the problems even came from the book but I missed them and I think its because I studied so much. This bp shit makes my head go around and around. I wish I could be a normal person that just says fuck it the test is over and move on...I cant! I dwell on this shit for weeks...I stay mad at myself! I am so tired right now but everytime I close my eyes I think about the questions I missed or how I am going to make a C....I have even been thinking about ending it all b/c I just cant take my life...why did I want to do this to myself?!?!?!
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