I have bipolar and I hate it. I have no support. I'm a single mom with two boys. One has aspergers the other is ADHD. I have NO friends. I could never keep friends growing up. Now as a grown up I'm lonely, scared, and frustrated. I have no one to talk to when I need to talk. My moods switch alot. There are days I can't stop crying, and I try to hide it from my kids. I'm angry that the doctors didn't pick up on my disorder when I was younger my life might have been better. I have a hard time at work and I'm getting ready to go on medical leave for surgery on my foot.. I feel helpless.
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