24/7. But I know it's not time yet.... I have to wals across a freeway overpass to get to my Dr.s office, and it is so tempting sometimes, to just jump over the side, and be finished with it. And then, once, I stepped off the curb after crossing, and some idiot almost ran me over when they should have let me cross first.
Then I realized, my end will come soon enough, and I don't need to help it along.

The Lord gave me Lithium and said it's gonna be fine.
Least I know now.
Got me on less Lithium now.

dude i feel you.knockin on heavens door.well open the hell up and let me in.whats the point of going on no family no friends,its always you idiot shut the f......k up.whats the point.give me a reason to not pull the plug.hey det wanna do it together. let me know the game is afoot.oh buy the way i'm not an iddiot.just tired of life as we know it.to be or not to be.im bout redy to choose not to be

Thing is........if ya take ya own life.........do ya still get in?????

You talk of a ' Creator ' ?

Maybe it's still being 'Created' and it's a lull.See it through so the 'Creator' gets to see the result.

It would hurt too many people I care about.

Also I understand there is now alot more paperwork to get into heaven these days. They had to expand purgatory to accommodate the overflow.

Think I'll wait until they introduce the new computer system and there is less waiting around.

I don't believe in God so nope...don't think about it.

Heaven? What the hell is that anyway (scuse the pun)? Why not plan to do some research into the affects of smoking pot etc. Am curious and would enjoy hearing about your "near death experience" too. What were the circumstances?