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Heaven is calling me...

deleted_user
deleted_user
I don't want to carry on and just want to go to heaven now. I had a near death experience before and was sent back. Now all I want is to go back to my creator. Does anyone else feel like this.
starfish
starfish
24/7. But I know it's not time yet.... I have to wals across a freeway overpass to get to my Dr.s office, and it is so tempting sometimes, to just jump over the side, and be finished with it. And then, once, I stepped off the curb after crossing, and some idiot almost ran me over when they should have let me cross first.
Then I realized, my end will come soon enough, and I don't need to help it along.
deleted_user
deleted_user
The Lord gave me Lithium and said it's gonna be fine.
Least I know now.
Got me on less Lithium now.
deleted_user
deleted_user
dude i feel you.knockin on heavens door.well open the hell up and let me in.whats the point of going on no family no friends,its always you idiot shut the f......k up.whats the point.give me a reason to not pull the plug.hey det wanna do it together. let me know the game is afoot.oh buy the way i'm not an iddiot.just tired of life as we know it.to be or not to be.im bout redy to choose not to be
deleted_user
deleted_user
Thing is........if ya take ya own life.........do ya still get in?????
deleted_user
deleted_user
You talk of a ' Creator ' ?

Maybe it's still being 'Created' and it's a lull.See it through so the 'Creator' gets to see the result.
Community Leaderacuriousfish
acuriousfish
It would hurt too many people I care about.

Also I understand there is now alot more paperwork to get into heaven these days. They had to expand purgatory to accommodate the overflow.

Think I'll wait until they introduce the new computer system and there is less waiting around.
deleted_user
deleted_user
I don't believe in God so nope...don't think about it.
deleted_user
deleted_user
Heaven? What the hell is that anyway (scuse the pun)? Why not plan to do some research into the affects of smoking pot etc. Am curious and would enjoy hearing about your "near death experience" too. What were the circumstances?
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