Ok... well I didn't tell anyone this.. Last night when I layed down for bed I felt a flutter in my chest that lasted only a short few seconds... but it was rapid... It scared the daylights out of me.. Cuz I didn't know what it was. If it was my heart or gas or what... So I called the nurse line and asked. she just asked if I had any chest pain or shortness of breath with it.. Not that I noticed.. So that is a good thing.. Well I am afraid of the dark and when day ends I get really anxious because I can't see outside.. The gas station is closed and I have no gas to go anywhere if I even wanted... Anyways.. My husband don't get home for another 3 hrs or so from work.. And I am freaking out... I am sure a panic attack or something. I don't have any meds anymore for them till I go see my doc again at the end of the month... I keep thinking about the dam flutter and am constantly checking my heartbeat now... Thinking I am going to die here.. I really feel like I need just to talk to get my mind off of it or something before I end up calling an ambulance probably for nothing at all. I do stupid things in panic and find myself in the ER most of the time.. but with no one here and no ride... I would have no choice but to call 911. I don't talk to anyone in town, don't know any neighbors to go sit with for a few hrs... So I don't even know if I am making any scense right now... just typing...
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