Moving monday when he is at work. Monday is the big day I signed the lease today and paid $1140 plus the $900 deposit I paid last Saturday. I'm blowing threw my emergency exit fund. My one bedroom apartment is small. It pisses me off that I'm leaving some of my belongings at this mans house. I'm praying so hard he doesn't come home early from work. Please pray for me. So far I ordered a daybed. I ordered a teeny tiny table. I'm angry because I have a beautiful glass table that was my first table I bought on my own when I moved out on my own. Its still so beautiful sits 7 people and I'm leaving it at his house. Its so weird starting over. I ordered a twin air matress. I got 2 lamps. I'm going to get 2 more. Now I need a couch andba twin matress. The good news is I have so much stuff in this mans house that I can move into my apartment. But it makes me angry to not be able to take it all. He spit on me because I was falling asleep. It makes me so angry that he did this.
Have any one ever felt so alone with their husban I keep tell him that we need to make time for each and he just cant find the time for me and I keep make excuses of why he cant to make me feel better I'm starting to feel a certain way and I don't want to develop resentment towards my husband because I do love him
As I have a 4 year old daughter who means the world to me.where when she's around she always makes everything all better. So any way I have my 2nd child due the 1st week of april. I'm having a baby boy which I hope he takes after his daddy where he becomes very handsome sweet very funny loving hard working and very smart and I hope he ends up with his looks his blue eyes his smile.the only thing...