that since I have my family's support, I should be fine. He said that I should just stop acting this way. That I'm not sick, people who have Cancer are sick, I just need to stop acting this way. He's my fiance and he told me that I make him miserable and that he has no desire to support me. What the fuck do I do? I know that I really can't control the way that I act sometimes. He thinks I'm not doing anything to get better. I take 5 medications to try and be normal, and that's not enough. He thinks that I don't care about our financial problems because I don't sit and complain about it all day! He comes home from work and is just so negative and miserable. Does he not see that have anxiety attacks, and I'm not stable?!?! That's the way I deal with stress, I can't handle it like a "normal" person. I feel so low right now, I feel like he has no desire to be there for me and just doesn't want to be bothered with me because he has "so much on his plate". I hate myself right now. Is it my fault? Am I pushing him away? Should I not expect the person that I'm supposed to marry to support and love me through hard times? I'm so confused right now.
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