i have been in a up & down mood all day. one min. i am fine the next i am crying or yelling at everyone around me. i am so tired of having these mood swings. i am sure i am having them due to stress but neverless i am tired of it. i wish i could just b normal. i am trying to live w/this illiness but there r days it is just to hard to deal w/. i am so stressed out between bills, the a/c going out, the past due taxes & school starting . i wish i could find a job but i can't get anyone to hire me sinse it has been so long sinse i last worked. i am just fed up w/everything i have cried so much today it is not even funny anymore i wish something would just go right for a changel i am sorry just needed to vent . ty for listening..
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