Just wanted to share that I am finally having a good day. I feel like I could conquer the world. I finally found decent health insurance that will start coverage Oct. 1. It covers mental health inpatient and out patient treatments. Both my pdoc and tdoc are on the in-network system so I wont have to pay anything out of pocket to see them. Yeah!!!!! Mhy dad is supposed to be transferreing money into my account so I can get signed up for it. My mind is racing a bit with everything I need to get done, but I feel like I can finally do it. I just need to make a list and start checking things off. As low as I was last night, I am just that high this morning. I guess I am a little bit manic you could say. Not saying that I have a Jesus complex or anything, but I do feel like I can take on the world right now. Plus I finally talked my mom into letting my dog come with me when I move back in with them. That is such a releif. I can't live without him. He is my bestest friend. He has been there for me through it all and has loved me no matter what. I have decided to move back in with my parents and file for SSDI. I feel like I am not stable enough to live on my own and need the support of my family. Plus one of my best friends live down there so I will have a reason to get out of the house. Plus there is a great dog park down there that is free that I can take Mason too. I will have the support and love of my mom and day, brother, sis n law, and 2 nephews. Today I feel is a great day to be alive. I am so much happier today than I was last night. I just wanted to share this with everyone. I feel like things are finally starting to come together for me. Wish me luck! Much hugs to everyone who is having a bad day. I only wish the best for you and wish you could have a good day as well. You deserve it!
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