Just wanted to share that I am finally having a good day. I feel like I could conquer the world. I finally found decent health insurance that will start coverage Oct. 1. It covers mental health inpatient and out patient treatments. Both my pdoc and tdoc are on the in-network system so I wont have to pay anything out of pocket to see them. Yeah!!!!! Mhy dad is supposed to be transferreing money into my account so I can get signed up for it. My mind is racing a bit with everything I need to get done, but I feel like I can finally do it. I just need to make a list and start checking things off. As low as I was last night, I am just that high this morning. I guess I am a little bit manic you could say. Not saying that I have a Jesus complex or anything, but I do feel like I can take on the world right now. Plus I finally talked my mom into letting my dog come with me when I move back in with them. That is such a releif. I can't live without him. He is my bestest friend. He has been there for me through it all and has loved me no matter what. I have decided to move back in with my parents and file for SSDI. I feel like I am not stable enough to live on my own and need the support of my family. Plus one of my best friends live down there so I will have a reason to get out of the house. Plus there is a great dog park down there that is free that I can take Mason too. I will have the support and love of my mom and day, brother, sis n law, and 2 nephews. Today I feel is a great day to be alive. I am so much happier today than I was last night. I just wanted to share this with everyone. I feel like things are finally starting to come together for me. Wish me luck! Much hugs to everyone who is having a bad day. I only wish the best for you and wish you could have a good day as well. You deserve it!
Posts You May Be Interested In
I miss traveling with my husband. Has anyone found a specific site regarding cruising for widow/widowers or any sightseeing trips. Not interested in being with couples and kids,,,I realize a cruise ship will have a portion size of families and couples, but perhaps they also put together a part of the cruise ship for groups of widows/widowers????
A friend sent this to me..As far as I can see, grief will never truly end.It may become softer overtime, more gentleand some days will feel sharp.But grief will last as long as Love does - ForeverIt's simply the way the absence of your loved onemanifests in your heart. A deep longing accompaniedby the deepest Love some days. The heavy fog mayreturn and the next day, it may recede.Once again, it's...