I'm falling apart. I just cant deal with all of this anymore. It's all to much for me. I need one day of no pain. Of nothing hurting me. I am falling so hard into a depression. The pdoc added meds last week but everytime he tears me apart I spiral down more. I want to die so bad. It's been so long since i was happy. I worked so hard to get better and then everything fell apart and it doesnt get better. Why bother with any of it. Can someone make the pain stop. I dont think a million meds would help me. It's a broken heart and being abandoned and having to do everything myself with no help. The stress is to much. I'm so lonely.
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