I have been doing really well lately, but today has been hell. Because of my od two weeks ago DHS has stepped in. I have been found guilty of child abuse for failure to provide critical care...and today I found out that I can't even be alone unsupervised with my children. They have to be in protective daycare until further notice and that could be months. We have a court date for April 24th which happens to be my fing birthday. I am feeling so horrible because its all my fault that this is happening and it is so depressing. Plus today I took my 5 mth old son to the doctor and found out he has a blocked tear duct and has to go in for a procedure to unblock it May 2nd...they have to put him to sleep and it is so scary...I know it is a simple procedure but he is still a baby. Why did I let myself cause so much damage?
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