i can't get past my past mistakes. they haunt me, every day. EVERYTHING brings up bad memories. every little thing reminds me of something i've done wrong, or something i don't have any more. i don't know how to get past this. i have always been this way but i just want it to STOP. i am SO damn tired of dealing with these horrible memories, all the time, every day. i mean it, not a SINGLE day goes by that i don't think of something that i regret. how am i supposed to look forward to the future when all i can think about is the past? how am i supposed to deal with this shit? i just can't get rid of these aweful thoughts
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