I have become the most irresponsible person ever. Late everywhere, especially taking my kids to school as well as them missing school because it is so hard for me to get out of bed due to my depression. My husband is fed up with me, and even told me to leave the house in front of our 10 year old son which freaked him out. I know he didn't mean to say it in front of him, but he was pissed because the boys missed yet again, because of me. I feel horrible! I feel like the worst mother ever!
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