I posted a journal entry today that speaks of a revelation for me. I have struggled with the Holidays for many years. I yearn to build warm memories like the ones I carry in my heart from my past. I want to feel the life I live everyday and stash the memories of it in my heart to carry on and share with my children. I have decided to make it my goal to live my Holidays this year by taking time every day to stop and feel the present moment and cherish those moments that I share with the people I love. I want to feel the true meaning to me making myself aware. What are your goals to build happy Holiday memories?
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