Well, here it is: the famous "valentines day"...How many of you have a valentine? If you do, are you stable enough to enjoy it? My issue is: I love my bf, but I dont deserve him, or anything he tries to do for me. Isnt that like unconsiously trying to screw things up???? I have been abused really badly in the past. So how do I deal with a guy who really wants me to be happy?
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