At the moment I am on meds,Citalopram.I am feeling happy,not even depressed probably running towards hypomanic but I am also having suicidal thoughts going through my head.I feel happy about the idea of killing myself.I want to hurt myself,it doesn't seem logical.Anyone had this? I know this will pass,I am safe in my room,taken all dangerouse objects out.I just wish it would go,hurting myself feels like a laughable joke right now.
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