My mom and I had a big fight. I have been trying to get her to understand me for years and she is so in denial. I was in college until my grandmother died in '05 and my GPA was up there so I am not dumb. I definetly had self-destructive thoughts today. I am so tired of living in my head. Besides my illness my mom is not accepting of my tats and piercings. I am so tired of living in my head. I am almost ready to send my kids to live with there dad so well i can.... My kids would definetly hate me if I did that but then again it wouldn't really matter if I wasn't here.
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