I have been through so much shit in my life, from bad parents, bad (abusive and drugs) relationships. I blame myself for everthing, Im always appologizing, and feel guilty for anything that goes wrong. I have a boyfriend/fiance who treats me sooooo good, but I have a hard time accepting that someone could ever love me. He says, you are more than BP, I love you for the whole package. Its just hard to except, and I think I have been testing him to see if he is for real. I love him with all my heart, he seems like my soulmate. Im just scared. Any advise or comments? 5150kat
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