I was diagnosed in 2002 after a failed suicide attmept. I am still a bit angry that I was found by my friends who were supposed to be out for the night. I take alot of emotional abuse from my mother. I am 39 and a mother of 3 myself. I do the best I possibly can and that seldom is enough. I don't get regular child support so I am very limited to what I can do for my children. My mother is always putting me down and complaining about me. She is seldom happy with me. I take the abuse because in some sick way I feel like I deserve it because of the way I was and the things I did before being diagnosed. Is this a normal response on my part? HELP!!!!
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