i been looking for help once more and things are hard right now my dad is in the hospital fighting for his life i am trying to be strong my mom and sisters made a pack to get me out of my parents house so i left and went to the hospital and was doing good when i was there i meet this one young lady that stole my heart the the hospital made us go to are own places would not let us be together that hurt but i dealt with that then i tried to make it on my own just to fall short once more i beat down no place to turn i wanted to go back to school so i could go do some type of work and kick in the teeth my dad has a 2 strokes back to back and i am being blamed for the first one why we got if a fist fight and mom and my sisters think that is when he had the stroke if so dad and i had made up and things were fine i thought and then things hit the fan he is not been the hospital for over three weeks cant eat has blockage to his belly food wont pass and yes yet i am being asked to move out when i cant pay for an apartment on my own i cant do this i need my dad heck i need mom and my sisters no one will talk to me but i am not to think my sisters are booting me out heck no one has asked if i would like to see my dad i seen him one time one the hole time he been the hospital my sisters get to go every day maybe i just need to end my life so dad can live out the rest of his time on this earth in peace just pack and move the heck out you cant stay here i don't understand i leave of to a shelter keep my mouth shut and bang all my pants shirts phones are gone i have nothing and still mom said you have to go ok to farmersville Texas the is no way to get no were i cant drive cant pay for treatment even if i had money i will be cut off from any people i called friend no group talk no kiss my ass nothing just pack and we will take you to the place we have picked for you or you will have nothing no home to lay my head no doctors nothing so yes maybe that is what i need to do just kill my self and be done
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