well im gonna try and sleep, but the way my mind is racing i doubt i will be able to. i'll lay threre and think of every thing i have failed at and all the terrable things i have done, and yet theres nothing i can do to change any of it, by the way a question are we alloud to rant and rave here, sometimes thats all i want to do. my hubby starting to get mad at me cause i been so miserable and mean towards him, i have tried not to be that way but seems the harder i try the worse i am to him.
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