I just wanted to let you all know that I will not be around fora few days. I think it is in my best interest to go to the hospital right now where I can hopefully get the help that I need. I do not know if they will keep me or not and I am terrified of my last experience happening again. I just can't control these thoughts of cutting anymore. Maybe they can cfhange my meds, maybe they can actually do something for me. We'll see. I'll let you guys know when I get back. Thanks for all the support you have shown me since I have become a member. It is great to have a placfe where I can come and not feel so alone. I'll keep you posted as much as possible. For now, I will talk to you guys later.
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