Last year I went to the doctor about depression and was on cymbalta for about 6 months worked great for the first 3 or 4 but then just made me super lazy and had terrible memory problems. Currently went to see about add medicine she put me on Strattera and made a comment that if I was bipolar this medicine brings out the ticks well I didnt think anything of it because I didnt believe I could be bipolar after taking for a week was having some serious emotional issues like real aggressive and crying and feel a little hopeless I don't want to say suicidal maybe empty anywho i kept taking it and things just kept getting worse so i talked to my husband about this and i have be told my whole life that my mood swings are stronger than the average womans and i have my days of being down and my thoughts race and i over analyze everything i will take something a play out every scenario before i attempt it alot of the time i am to tired by the time i get to that point , however i have never thought of killing myself i think i am more homicidal than suicidal sometimes my rage scares me i am afraid i am going to really hurt someone some day and in general people annoy me if out in a social setting i have a 2 hour window and then i have to go...i have never had long running relationships because i feel the men become more of a problem then i care to deal with and now that i am married i feel i have gotten worse because i have an obligation to uphold and i work really hard on this relationship but alot of the time i just want to run .... i need some serious advice i have a doctors appointment on thursday but i have been reading about some of the medicines for this disorder and they all seem so extreme and i am applying for the nursing program and i have to be in my right mind and focused shew sorry this is so long but I have many concerns
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