Hi I\'m Kait, 31 of Texas. I have been with my boyfriend for two years on and off. I am bipolar, and every year about the same time I want to bail, and leave the relationship. It\'s about that time again. I just get to the point were I get so damned aggrivated about everything that I want to leave. And it only happens in the winter time. I just flip out, and leave. Then a few months later, I move back in. I\'m sure it is a roller coaster ride for him. But I am wondering if I should just end the relationship all together. I mean I keep doing the same thing every year. There has to be more of a reason than me just being bp. When he gets upset, I get upset, and when he gets pissed I get pissed. It\'s like I am living through his emotions and I can\'t stand it. I am not in mania. I haven\'t had that in quite some time now. I\'m not sure what to do. I\'m not depressed, atleast I don\'t feel that way. Crap who knows. Any advice out there?
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