i am under a tremendous amount of stress and i don't know if it is that or my PMDD starting. i have the prometrium(sp?) to start, but can't take it until bedtime because it makes you extremely tired and i don't know if i took it now if i would fall asleep then be up all night - ugh. my stomach is in complete knots, i have taken 1mg ativan and a zantac. dh and kidlet went out to the barn and i know i won't see them until 10pm and i don't want to be alone. i want to call my mother but i don't want to hear her get all over me for the reason i am under stress. i feel like i have to cry, but the tears won't come. i came on here but it doesn't seem like there are a lot of folks on and posting. i feel lost, like i am in a tunnel and it is so dark i can't see the end.
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