I have a bit of a pickle on my hands. My husband and I need 2 incomes to survive. I have BP and have gone through 4 jobs in the past year, and now have been granted medical leave from my current employer. Yes, I will get my 2 wk vacation pay & STD, but after that then what? Honestly I don't think I can go back. At least not to my cubicle job as a paralegal. I just am so afaird to even think. I have issues with jumbling shit together then messing everything up. I can not even defend my self when questions are asked. Anyways. Just want to know if any of ya'll have gone through this and if so, how were the results. Looking for guidance. Thanks
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