I have been on the phone for the last hour trying to get some help. If I did try suicide, they would take me to a hospital which would deny me because we have no insurance or send us an outrageous bill I couldn't pay. I called the Community Mental Health which is supposed to be free/discounted services and it's still $155 just to walk in the door and be seen and evaluated by a doctor. To top that off, our insurance thru work denied me coverage because my bipolar is considered a pre-existing condition. So, I am stuck. There's no where else to turn. I can't afford to get help. No wonder so many people actually commit suicide. They can't get the help when they need it. So, I give up. I quit.
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