i cant take it anymore. too many thoughts and voices in my head im so stupid . i cant pretend to everyone anymore. im not normal. im messed up and its too late. i want to go away from everyone. nobody would notice i was gone anyway. i just cut and burned it dosnt help i dont feel a thing, why should i try anymore. what is going to hurt me next? all i want is my baby back and its been taken away from me for good. too much pain, i feel so worthless not empty-full of pain. to the brim.
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