thanks to those of you who sent input on my post. Know that it is appreciated. I am amazed how quickly things can spin. I did call pdoc and am waiting for a call back from him. I am starting to get real anxious and panic a bit as well as walk in circles around the house not so sure what task i should do. There is so much to choose from! I am going from giddie to angry and calm to tearful. I just dont understand how things can changes so quickly. One of the many mysteries of bp. I feel like this is getting out of control quickly and i am a little scaired.
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