i have been stable for almost a year, after many years of ups and down.. I have been seperated for 2 1.2 years...now my husband is wanting to pursue the divorce.. I want the divorce but have issues with health care...I have always had trouble dealing with stressful situations, they have usually sent me into a tail spen up or down.. this time I feel my self spinning down.. I feel hopeless and out of control.. I dont know how to get a handle on this..I dont want to go back on more meds..I am happy with my meds over all.. I have been stable with them for quite a while..I cant deal with depression now... I dont think I can surive another bout.. I just cant do it again...
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