About a week ago I started taking geodon, 20mg 2x daily. Well I only took it twice because after the first dose I just started becoming depressed, went to bed that night woke up the next morning and took my second dose. I was somewhat depressed all day until about 4pm, I began to have terrible suicidal thoughts. It was a somewhat restless feeling, I needed to hurt myself, I had to. I wanted to crash my car or shoot myself or something big, I couldn't sit still. I felt like I could kill myself with nothing holding me back, not even my daughter who has always held me back since her birth. I've never had racing thoughts that bad. Has anyone ever had this problem with geodon or any other bipolar medication? I didn't actually do anything, It was so hard not to but I kept trying to tell myself that it was just the meds and I'd be ok in the morning, which I was. Next day I called my doc and let her know. It was a pretty scary thing to go through.
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