I'm dealing with BP and for the most part I'm pretty stable and can handle it fairly well. I can get really frustrated though when I try to talk to someone and they seem to ignore me. Sometimes I just want to talk and sometimes when I can't get get ahold of anyone to talk, I want to SI. Sometimes it's too much for me and I just want to scream. I'm trying really hard to manage it but sometimes, I don't understand why I even bother. Sometimes if seems that it would be easier to just forget about so many things and not even be around anymore. Am I the only one with BP that feels like this? Is this normal or am I a freak?
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