My friend has bipolar...she is also my ex..we broke up not to long ago, she is still living with me. My question is, I have been living with her for a little over five years now. Most of her friends have left her. And well not only was I her friend but I was also her partner. Anyway I really do not want to NOT be her friend but, it's hard when you try so hard to make things easy on them. And they could care less. Sometimes I think it's just the bipolar, other times I think she is just using the excuse to not do anything. I don't want her to be left all alone, but at the same time I find myself crying all the time because of her actions. I can't keep going on this way, I need to think about me. I don't know what to do. I can't keep living with her this way. At the same time I feel bad for her.
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