Well yesterday was horrible for me and i would like to share this with you all.I went outside walked my dogs to the back and closed the gate (thank God) and all of a sudden this HUGE wierd halfbreed dog came barreling down my street and just attacked my fench .amay pitbull wanted at that dod so bad ..i could just tell ..So i look down the block and i see this little old italian lady calling her dog.I asked her "is this your dog you idiot!" felt bad afterwards but oh well .She called him to her without looking around and i saw the dog go flying into the air! It was awful!! So i am a dog lover and this sight killed me ..but i had to get over it because my fiance was on a job interview and i was worried about that. So he came home and told me he had the job ..but had to go to get the physical today to start sooner.So i had to ask my MOTHER to pee in a cup for me ..for billy to use , we smoke pot bu the way..nothing else ..no ciigs or booze .we just chill at home and smoke.Anyway she totally flipped her lid and said that i was makeing her lie and cheat and God would punish her ..uggggh .so i was like "just shut up and pee !" so she did and billy got the job.But now my mom hates me ..What an awful day ..Now i am manic from stress ..and i need to talk ..so here i am ..Reply please! thanks
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