I used to have a lot of trouble believing in God. I finally overcame that. But it was even harder for me to accept that Jesus was real, and that he really did the things it says he did. There came a point in my life when I finally could accept him though. And that was a big turning point in my life. Because suddenly I had the gift of forgivess. And it lifted a huge weight off my shoulders. I may not always be strong enough to forgive myself, and that causes me some problems. But I feel forgiven by God, thanks to Jesus. And so I am free to move on anyway, and try to be a better person even though I will always only be a sinner.
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