I met with my pdoc today and he is basically forcing me to go in the hospital. he's been trying to get me to go in since last week, because of my severe depression and suicidal ideations/intentions, and self harm. basically we're at the point to where if I don't go in willingly, he'll petition for commitment, but he said he really doesn't want to have to do that. I really don't want to go into the hospital....don't they understand that you can't just put your life on hold? I have a 10 yr old to take care of and not much help to do so, and I don't know what to do. I'm so scared and worried and just don't know what to do....this is just making the depression and stress and self harm worse.
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