Ok i just want to voice my opinion on a certain topic i happen to run across here on ds, and thats delusions, ok, as a sensitive individual which most of us are to different degrees i have my share of delusions but have learned over the years the difference between them and a premonition or my speaking intuition which we all have and tend to ignore because of the unrationality and because of the demand of society these days, well first of all i have been drugged up since i was 13 just got off meds a year ago (now 18) and will tell u my experience, i was on about three drugs at the time and over the years i notice i did feel better, but in a sense that i knew i was living in a delusion on those medications, see the thing is is that they wanna make you believe your normal on the pills but their actually distorting the truth, all those pills do is supress certain feelings and thoughts, where does emotion come from? your brain? well the last time i hurt it was in my heart not my head, and their saying bipolar is a chemical imbalance, but when you feel pain in your heart of course your brain is gonna show some activity because the two work together duh, and also psychology is all man made, its pretty much a religion on its own, but getting back on topic, sometimes delusions are just our imagination running wild which i have experienced numerous times, and then i have experienced times when my delusions actually were my intuition speaking to me, like when i was out of town and looked across the street to see the car of someone i knew who had a significant meaning in my life at that time, but shook it off and told myself i was being delusional when really, i stepped outside, and there he was gettin into his car, and i have many other occurances that im not about to discuss at this point but were not just my mind playing tricks on me but actually happening in front of my eyes, took me a while to convince myself of what i was seeing but once i accepted it I had peace and wasn't having that inner battle anymore, so pretty much what im trying to say is that just because someone gets a vibe or a feeling about something, may sound crazy and unlogical but sometimes our mind can't quite comprehend whats really going on behind closed doors, so i say when someone is having a delusion if thats what u wanna call, let them be, as long as its not to serious, im sure if left alone to figure it out they will, i did but and was drugged for years and never found an answer as to what was really going on and i was miserable, sure i was able to go on and do some things i couldn't do off meds, but my real problem wasn't being solved just suppressed, and it haunted me deep inside, so i got off my meds faced my problem and im in a much better state now than i was before and i feel now i can see life for what it really is, not a fantasy world the meds make for you because you know when u hurt inside or somethings not going right, its usually God tryna tell u something, and maybe all we need to do is listen, not run to the shrink and get drugged, you'll never be satisfied trust me. All you need to do is fight the battle and win. just my opinion.
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