I'm crashing after three weeks of being hypomanic.I feel very fogged up and can't really think straight.I'm kinda wondering now if I'm having a mixed episode because one minute I feel very depressed and nealy crying and then laughing and feeling high the next.I'd like to curl up in a dark hole and sleep for a couple weeks till this is over.My mind keeps racing eventhough it's exausted and I keep having very irrational thoughts and keep thing something bad is going to happen.Like I'm going to tottaly loose it and do something dangerous,I'm also having flashes of my past that keeps coming up and have no idea if it's real or fantasy....honestly I feel like I'm not all here,my mind wonders off in all directions.
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