Okay, I dont know what my problem is. I just flipped out on my husband. I was trying to talk to him about what he tells his family about me. His family dosn't believe in bipolar disorder and they hate me. I was trying to ask him why he can never talk to them when I'm doing well. Or why he hasn't called them since Ive been home to tell them things have gone well or why he only talks to them when things are bad with me and then he badmouths me. but he was ignoring me telling me I was getting crazy again and he was gonna call my doctor on me. And I just flipped out. I literally just started yelling and swearing and did actually completely freak out. I havnet done that since I have been home and medicated highly. Now I just feel out of control. wtf?
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