For a long time I've found it difficult to fit in in social situations. I believe in being honest and accepting of others but there seems to be a constant struggle for power in others which is the driving force in most social settings. As a result, it brings out the worst in people and makes them unapealing and uninteresting to me. There are many things in my life that have humbled me, and in social situations I find I am not driven in the same way as others. I want to listen to people and "hear their song" but no-one seems to want to listen to mine because they're so concerned with the battle for power. As a result, I just don't feel like I fit in. Can anyone relate?
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