When you’re first diagnosed, anytime you’re in the hospital, they drill it into you to build a support system. I always had one in my family, but lately no one has time for me. I ask to hang out and I call and text, but no one has time for me.
I have serious trust issues so it’s near impossible for me to reach out to new people. I just feel like a burden which doesn’t help my suicidal thoughts and depression.
So what do you do when your support system isn’t being supportive? I have my therapist of course, but that’s only once a week.
I am doing incredibly fabulous in school but the better I do academically the more my emotional state seems to fall apart. I don't think they have anything to do with each other but it is still frustrating. I feel like I'm sinking and can't stop it. My lowest percentage grade is 100% and a few of them are higher, so I know I have nothing to worry about academically but OMG emotionally I need help...
Hello, Friends! I was a teenager during the advent of the drug culture. At fourteen I was sniffing glue, then smoking pot, then shooting morphine, and swallowing a lot of psychedellics. After a couple of bad "trips" I stopped using any drugs, despite everyone around me still using. I made up my mind, and that was that. From 20-30, while I was married and raising my daughter, I drank socially,...