Finally after months of being in deep depression, I have finallly managed to start to feel alittle better for the last few days. This makes me so happy I am just so happpy not to be sleeping all day and crying. No my BF says to me "oh gez you have 2 or 3 good days and the world supost to stop and be all affectionate with you, meanwhile all I have is taken you shit for the past 4 months of you so called depression moods" What a killer to my good mood. Does'nt he love me any more . when I asked him diddn't he miss me being happy and he says sometimes. WTF!! what a kick in th teeth now I feel just a shitty as before. I guess no one wants to see me happy anymore. I just want to cry I am in a no win situation.
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