I don't know what to do. I am slipping into the darkness, and everything I do to stop it is useless. Tried talking to my family, but they are pissing me off, saying that they understand what I am going through, and this to shall pass. Making what I am going through seem trivial, and that I should suck it up, and move on. My meds aren't working and I my next pdoc apt isn't until the 15th. I am so sad, and although I realize that there is a light at the end of the tunnel, right now it is very dim. Any advice on how to stop this downward spiral, or at the very least some support. Thanks for letting me rant
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